
Eu estava prestes a dizer “sim” quando meu pai gritou que o casamento estava cancelado e as portas da igreja se abriram. O que ele disse em seguida partiu meu coração instantaneamente.
Meu vestido branco era um arco-íris de tons enquanto a adorável luz da manhã entrava pelos vitrais. Eu estava olhando para meu reflexo no espelho de corpo inteiro e não conseguia parar de sorrir. Aquele dia era meu casamento.
Minha querida amiga e dama de honra, Lia, exclamou: “Você está absolutamente radiante, Esther”, enquanto ajeitava meu véu.
Sorri para ela, a excitação vibrando em meu peito. “É inacreditável que hoje realmente chegou. Eu vou me casar!”

Fonte: Midjourney
Um toque de autoconsciência apareceu quando Lia me ajudou a entrar na minha cadeira de rodas. Eu dependi da minha cadeira de rodas a vida inteira devido a uma deformidade na perna com a qual nasci. Mas eu não ia deixar isso me abalar hoje.
Lia me confortou, segurando minha mão. “Kevin te ama exatamente como você é.” “Vocês dois foram feitos um para o outro.”
Eu assenti, imaginando meu futuro cônjuge de pé, pronto no altar. Apenas seis meses antes, tínhamos nos conectado em um grupo de apoio. Assim como eu, Kevin era deficiente, e nossa conexão tinha sido imediata e profunda.
Pela primeira vez na minha vida, experimentei compreensão e visão genuínas.
“Lembra quando éramos crianças?” Lia ajustou um cacho solto enquanto pensava. “Você sempre disse que nunca se casaria.”

Eu ri, relembrando minha juventude obstinada. “Acho que eu só precisava conhecer a pessoa certa.”
Houve uma batida na porta, o que nos assustou. “Esther? Querida, está na hora”, minha mãe chamou.
Alisei meu vestido e respirei fundo. “Este é o último. Vamos para o casamento!”
Quando as portas da igreja se abriram, o olhar de todos veio para mim. Quando meu pai, Matthews, começou a empurrar minha cadeira de rodas pelo corredor, senti uma onda de confiança.
Meu coração se alegrou quando vi o sorriso no rosto de Kevin enquanto ele me observava se aproximando.
Meu pai se inclinou para me dar um beijo na bochecha quando chegamos ao altar. Ele sussurrou: “Você está linda, princesa.” “Sinto muito por não ter estado sempre lá para você.”
Dei-lhe um aperto de mão. “Pai, você está aqui agora. Isso é o mais importante.”

Quando a cerimônia começou, olhei ao redor dos assentos em busca do rosto familiar do meu pai. Não fazia muito tempo que ele estava lá. Fiz uma careta quando não o vi. Quão longe ele estava?
“Estamos reunidos aqui hoje, amados”, disse o padre.
Ignorei minha preocupação e me concentrei no sorriso suave e nos olhos castanhos calorosos de Kevin. Nada poderia estragar nosso momento agora que era nosso.
“Você, Kevin, aceita Ester como sua legítima esposa?”
Kevin apertou ainda mais suas mãos. “Eu d—”
Com um estrondo alto, as portas da igreja se abriram de repente. “PAREM O CASAMENTO!”

Com uma expressão contorcida de raiva, meu pai correu pelo corredor. “ESTE BRIDAL FOI CANCELADO! Você não sabe a verdadeira identidade deste homem.”
Gritos e sussurros reverberaram pela assembleia. Meu rosto corou quando papai veio até nós e apontou um dedo acusador para Kevin.
“Pai, o que você está fazendo?” Horrorizada, eu sibilei. “Você perdeu a cabeça?”
Kevin apertou minha mão com mais força. “Sr. Matthews, por favor, deve haver algum mal-entendido…”
“Cale a boca!” Papai deu um grito. Ele olhou para mim, seus olhos frenéticos.
“Escute-me, Ester. Este homem é enganador. Um vigarista. Ele vem enganando você desde o começo!”

Balancei a cabeça, sem acreditar. “Isso é absurdo. Kevin me adora.”
“Ele está usando você pelo seu dinheiro!” Papai insistiu. “Ele já mirou em mulheres mais fracas como você no passado. O romance relâmpago e o encontro com você no grupo de apoio foram todos encenados, minha querida. Ele é um golpista.”
Kevin ficou pálido. “Bebê Esther, não dê atenção a ele. Você me conhece. Você sabe da nossa verdadeira afeição.”
Olhei entre eles, meus pensamentos correndo. “Você não pode simplesmente fazer acusações ridículas como essa, pai. Onde estão suas evidências?”

Os lábios do papai se contorceram em um sorriso maldoso. “Oh, eu tenho provas, sim.”
Uma garçonete apareceu com uma xícara de cerâmica, e papai bateu palmas. “A água está fervendo agora. Seu pervertido mentiroso, vou derramar tudo nas nossas pernas!” Papai se virou para Kevin e latiu.
Ele jogou o conteúdo do copo nos joelhos de Kevin antes que alguém pudesse responder.
Kevin levou um susto e então pulou da cadeira de rodas.
A igreja ficou em silêncio. Kevin ficou na minha frente com DUAS PERNAS PERFEITAMENTE SAUDÁVEIS, e eu olhei com admiração.
As risadas do papai quebraram o silêncio atordoado. “Tudo o que era era água gelada! Mas agora, Esther, você percebe a realidade. “Ele estava fingindo ser deficiente o tempo todo.”
Todo o peso da traição caiu sobre mim, fazendo com que lágrimas brotassem em meus olhos. “Kevin… como você pôde?”

O olhar de Kevin voou em todas as direções. “Esther, por favor, eu posso explicar—”
“O que exatamente eu deveria explicar? Como você me enganou? Me utilizou?”
“Não foi o caso. Eu realmente sinto algo por você.”
“Kevin, pare com isso. Quero parar de ouvir falar de você agora mesmo.”
A polícia entrou na igreja como se estivesse em uma deixa. “Johnson, você está preso por fraude e roubo qualificado.”
“Johnson?” Soltei um suspiro. O homem que eu amava era falso em todos os sentidos, até no nome.

Meus sonhos estavam se despedaçando ao meu redor enquanto eu observava em silêncio incrédulo enquanto eles o levavam algemado. O ladrão estava me encarando com tristeza e desespero nos olhos quando o vi pela última vez.
Algumas horas depois, eu estava perdido em meu mundo quebrado enquanto estava sentado em meu quarto. Agora, o peso opressivo da desesperança servia como um lembrete severo do futuro que eu havia perdido. De repente, houve uma batida suave na porta.
“Esther?” Minha mãe estava lá. “Seu pai quer falar com você. É possível que ele entre?”
Limpei meu rosto manchado de lágrimas e soltei um suspiro pesado. “Ótimo.”
Papai entrou, a raiva de antes agora substituída por uma tristeza cansada. Com seu cabelo grisalho, ele sentou na beirada da minha cama e passou a mão por ele.
“ Oh meu Deus, meu amor. Estou ciente de que este não é o dia do casamento que você tinha em mente.”
Eu não conseguia olhar para ele. “Como você sabia disso? Sobre ele? Quando você me acompanhou até o altar, por que não me contou antes?”
Papai soltou um suspiro. “Esta manhã, eu o peguei passeando no jardim. Eu não conseguia superar isso. Então eu percebi que, embora ele tivesse me pedido dinheiro para organizar sua lua de mel, nada havia sido reservado quando eu verifiquei. Foi quando minhas dúvidas começaram a surgir. Eu imediatamente contratei um investigador particular. Em trinta minutos, nós descobrimos todo o esquema de Kevin. Esther, ele fez isso com outras mulheres. Mulheres ricas e vulneráveis como você. Tudo o que eu queria fazer era mostrar a todos o quanto ele era um lobo.”
Finalmente, as lágrimas que eu estava segurando irromperam. “Eu sou um idiota.”

“Não, querida.” Papai me puxou para um abraço. “Nós somos os culpados por isso — tanto sua mãe quanto eu. Perdemos de vista o que era realmente importante porque estávamos muito preocupados em acumular riqueza. Você.”
Chorei, enterrando meu rosto em seu ombro. “Pai, eu estava muito sozinha. Ele me deu uma sensação de especialismo e empatia.”
“Estou ciente, princesa. E peço desculpas profusamente. Você algum dia será capaz de nos perdoar?”
Eu me afastei e enxuguei meus olhos. “Vai levar tempo. No entanto, estou feliz que você esteja aqui agora.”
Papai me deu um aperto de mão. “Há muito o que recuperar. Vamos começar com um sorvete. Pelo bem do passado?”
Uma risada fraca escapou de mim. “Isso parece perfeito.”
Comecei a me curar depois de algumas semanas. Eu me levei para meu estúdio de pintura uma tarde, determinada a transformar meu sofrimento em arte.

Meu telefone tocou enquanto eu misturava cores na minha paleta, e era a mensagem de Lia: “Como você está? Deseja companhia? ”
A preocupação dela me comoveu, e eu sorri. “Estou bem. Pintar ajuda! ”
“Você entende. Eu te adoro, querida! Continue resiliente! ”
Coloquei meu telefone de lado e mergulhei meu pincel em tinta carmesim brilhante. Uma fênix surgiu das cinzas na pintura e começou a tomar forma.
Com um rangido, a porta se abriu e mamãe enfiou a cabeça para dentro. “Esther? Eu estava pensando em pedir comida hoje à noite com seu pai. Alguma exigência?”
Virei-me, surpreendida pelo gesto gentil. “Na verdade, há alguma maneira de cozinharmos juntos em vez disso? como fazíamos quando eu era criança?”

A expressão da mamãe se iluminou. “Eu adoraria isso, querida.”
Voltei para o meu trabalho quando ela saiu, um sorriso melancólico provocando meus lábios. Minha confiança estava abalada e meu coração ainda estava doendo. No entanto, não me senti sozinho pela primeira vez em muito tempo.
Estávamos todos lá na cozinha mais tarde naquela noite, e o cheiro de cebola e alho salteados enchia o ar. Mamãe estava mexendo um ensopado no fogão, e papai estava cortando vegetais. Eu estava amassando massa para pão fresco enquanto estava sentado no balcão.
“Lembra quando costumávamos fazer isso todo domingo?” Com um sorriso nostálgico, mamãe perguntou.
Eu assenti, sentindo uma pontada de desejo. “Antes que o negócio decolasse e tudo ficasse tão… agitado.”
Papai abaixou a faca e olhou para mim. “Quero que você saiba, Esther, que sua mãe e eu estamos dedicados a melhorar. A sempre estar ao seu lado.”

Com os olhos brilhantes, mamãe continuou: “Perdemos tanta coisa.” “Mas se você nos deixar, gostaríamos de compensar o tempo perdido.”
Um nó começou a crescer na minha garganta. “Isso também parece bom para mim”, murmurei.
Enquanto continuávamos preparando a comida, trocando histórias e risadas, cheguei a uma conclusão crucial: o amor e a conexão que eu tanto ansiava sempre estiveram aqui. Tudo o que eu tinha que fazer era abrir os olhos para vê-los.

Ainda estou me recuperando do incidente, com o coração partido e um casamento cancelado. Mesmo que eu não tenha superado completamente, sou grata que papai me impediu de cometer o pior erro da minha vida — casar com um homem que só estava interessado no meu dinheiro, nunca em mim.
Jackie Kennedy’s bodyguard rejected her offer of a playdate with their kids, he said she was a “great mom”

During her tenure in the White House, Jacqueline “Jackie” Kennedy rose to become one of the most adored First Ladies in history. For everyone seeing from the outside, the life of the Southampton, New York native and the then-youngest president to assume office—John F. Kennedy—seemed like a perfect love tale.
Everything changed on that dreadful November 1963 day in Dallas, Texas, when John F. Kennedy was shot and killed. Years later, Jacqueline, sometimes known as “Jackie,” would remarry after having to adjust to a completely new life.
Despite her enormous popularity, little was known about Jackie Kennedy’s existence in the White House; even though the people loved her, there were concerns regarding her availability on a daily basis.
New details about Jacqueline and her private life were disclosed by her former bodyguard, Clint Hill, in an interview with the JFK Presidential Library and Museum.

But first, let’s examine Jackie Kennedy’s life in more detail.
On July 28, 1929, in Southampton, New York, she was born Jacqueline Lee Bouvier. Her parents are Janet Lee and John Vernon Bouvier III.
Jackie Kennedy’s formative years
The Bouvier family was well-off, and her father was a stockbroker. At an early age, Jackie showed an interest in writing, painting, and riding. She was sitting on a horse’s back pretty much as soon as she could walk.
Due to her family’s financial stability, Jackie Kennedy attended some of the top private schools available. She spent her early years composing poetry and other stories and creating her own pictures for them while residing in New York City, Hampton, Newport, and Rhode Island. She studied ballet as well.
Jackie enrolled in Miss Chapin’s School on East End Avenue in New York’s first grade. Jackie was considered by Miss Platt, one of her instructors, to be “a darling child, the prettiest little girl, very clever, very artistic, and full of the devil,” according to the JFK Library.
By coincidence, Jackie got into a lot of trouble. “Jacqueline was given a D in Form because her disturbing conduct in her geography class made it necessary to exclude her from the room,” a headmistress Miss Ethel Stringfellow said on one of her report cards.
Jackie’s parents separated when she was ten years old, and her mother Janet later wed Hugh D. Auchincloss. Then, the family relocated to his house close to Washington, D.C.
Jackie Kennedy started attending Vassar College in 1947. She returned to George Washington University in 1951 to receive her degree after spending her junior year studying at the Sorbonne in Paris.

worked as a photographer and journalist.
Jackie developed empathy for individuals from other nations, particularly the French, as a result of her stay in France. She was unaware, nevertheless, that one day she would have the title of First Lady of the United States.
“It was the most beloved year of my life.” Of her year in France, Jackie Kennedy remarked, “Being away from home gave me a chance to look at myself with a jaundiced eye.”
“I came home happy to start over here but with a love for Europe that I’m afraid will never go,” the speaker said. “I learned not to be ashamed of a real hunger for knowledge, something I had always tried to hide.”
Jackie started her first employment at the Washington Times-Herald Newspaper after graduating from George Washington University. She adopted the persona of the “Inquiring Camera Girl,” going about the city during work hours, snapping pictures of individuals and posing various inquiries to them based on the topic of the day.
She kept on her column writing for the newspaper, conducting interviews with notable figures including Richard M. Nixon and covering Dwight D. Eisenhower’s first inauguration.

Jackie got to know John F. Kennedy, the man who would become her husband, at work at the Herald. She received an invitation to a dinner party in Georgetown in 1952, sent by Charles Bartlett, a friend and fellow journalist.
How did John F. Kennedy and Jackie Kennedy get together?
John Kennedy was a buddy of his as well. When they first met, Jackie and John clicked right away.
As stated in America’s Queen: The Life of Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, Jackie’s family friend Molly Thayer remarked, “She knew instantly that he would have a profound, perhaps disturbing, influence on her life.”
At her rendezvous with future president John, sparks had already flown, even though Jackie left to go on another date. Ted Kennedy, his younger brother, said that he loved her.
When he first saw her at supper, “my brother really was smitten with her right from the very beginning,” he said.
Thus, it came to pass that Jackie and John F. Kennedy fell in love. The couple wed at St. Mary’s Church in Newport, Rhode Island, on September 12, 1953. Kennedy had already been elected to the U.S. Senate by the time they traveled to Mexico for their honeymoon.
JFK had plenty of free time at the same time that his political career was flourishing. During his recuperation from the back surgery, Jackie suggested that he publish a book about US senators who had sacrificed their careers to stand up for causes they supported.

Following the publication of Profiles in Courage, JFK was awarded the 1957 Pulitzer Prize for Biography. The birth of Caroline, the Kennedy family’s first child, made it a momentous year for them as well.
The life of Jackie Kennedy in the White House
A triennial later, Kennedy declared his intention to seek the presidency. JFK took over as the country’s next president on November 8, 1960.
Jackie, then thirty-one, was instantly crowned the First Lady of the United States. Her husband became quite upset shortly after the inauguration, and Jackie and JFK had a beautiful moment.
The pair was captured in the now-famous photo by AP photographer Henry Burroughs with Jackie’s palm resting on his chin.
“Why didn’t Jack kiss you after? Everyone asked, knowing full well that he would never do that there. Jackie Kennedy said, “But you had to march out in such an order that I was about eight behind him.”
And I really, really wanted to see him by himself before lunch. And I was just so proud of him when I finally caught up to him in the Capitol.
And there’s a photo where I put my hand on his chin and, you know, he’s just staring at me, and there were actual tears in his eyes,” she continued. I thought there was no one there, and then a flash occurred. The papers stated that his wife had chuckled him beneath the chin. That was so much more poignant than a kiss, in my opinion, because he actually did start to cry.

Jackie had a strong sense of duty to her nation. She was totally committed to their family at the same time, especially because John Fitzgerald Kennedy Jr., their second child, had been born a few weeks after the inauguration.
After the death of John F. Kennedy, life
The White House grounds were updated to include a swimming pool, a treehouse, and swings to better accommodate a family with young children. As First Lady, Jackie’s primary goal was to preserve and repair the White House.
After this was finished, Jackie Kennedy personally gave a tour of the facility. Over 80 million viewers tuned in to the CBS broadcast, and Jackie Kennedy received an honorary Emmy Award.
Patrick, John and Jackie’s third child, was born on August 7, 1963. Sadly, a serious lung condition claimed his life just two days later.
Then came the notoriously horrific Dallas, Texas, tragedy of November 22, 1963, when President Kennedy was shot and died. At the age of 34, Jackie became a widow, and millions of people worldwide expressed their sorrow.
Jackie was commended for her bravery and decency at the moment. She started working on the John F. Kennedy Presidential Library and Museum shortly after her husband passed away.

Jackie quickly stepped back from the spotlight and wed Greek shipping tycoon Aristotle Onassis in 1968. In 1975, she experienced her second divorce and made the decision to start a new profession. Jackie started off as an editor at New York City’s Viking Press before moving on to Doubleday as a senior editor.
Cause of death: Jackie Kennedy
She died on May 19, 1994, of non-Hodgkins lymphoma, and was buried next to John F. Kennedy in Arlington National Cemetery, which is located outside of Washington, D.C.
All those who had known her as the First Lady were particularly hurt by her passing. However, not much is known about Jackie’s personal life, despite the fact that she rose to enormous popularity at the White House.
Clint Hill, her former bodyguard, recently opened up about his life defending Jackie, disclosing a lot of information that most people are probably unaware of.
Clint joined the Department of the Army as a counterintelligence agent and worked for President Eisenhower in Denver, Colorado. He was chosen one day to become an agent and collaborate closely with Jackie Kennedy.
He initially believed that would be a rather uninteresting detail.
“All right, we’ve made up our minds about what to do. You will be paired with Mrs. Kennedy. And I remember being extremely horrified,” Hill said.
“I was not interested in that task. I knew what prior first ladies were capable of. I had no desire to participate in fashion presentations, tea parties, or dance classes.
However, Clint quickly saw that Jackie was different from the other First Ladies who had come before her. The two struck up a wonderful friendship that progressively got better with time.

As previously stated, Jackie prioritized her children above everything else, serving as both a mother and a First Lady. Clint Hill also picked up on that very fast.
Clint Hill, a former bodyguard, describes Jackie Kennedy’s personality.
She desired that the kids grow up to be typical kids. Nothing noteworthy. They were to be handled by the agents as though they were one of their own. The children got back up if they fell. You failed to assist them. All of this has to be learned by them independently. He clarified, “She wanted to keep herself and the kids as anonymous as possible.
Yes, she made a fantastic mother. Her worries were centered around them and their schooling. In order to provide Caroline with an education, she established a school within the White House and invited several young students from various backgrounds to enroll as well. There were two teachers there, and it was located directly on the White House’s third level. He said, “They used to play out on the south grounds.”
Despite their intimate bond, Jackie always addressed Clint as Mr. Hill, while he addressed her as Mrs. Kennedy. He once moved his entire family to Squaw Island, where the Kennedy family was staying, for the duration of the summer.
As the First Lady’s bodyguard, Clint put in a lot of overtime and was frequently away from his family. As a result, his kids were essentially left fatherless.
However, Jackie occurred to observe that Clint’s kids were the same age as hers that summer on Squaw Island.

She asked Clint’s kids to come play with hers.
But as for him, he turned it down.
“She cared about us more than she did about herself.”
At last, I persuaded her by telling her that it wasn’t a good idea. In the government, I work. You are the president’s wife. These are the offspring of the President. Something should happen because I don’t think it would be a good idea for my two kids to play with your two kids. When she eventually realized what was wrong, she said, “Okay.”
Naturally, Clint Hill was there that awful November 1963 day in Dallas, Texas. He is recognizable in photos as the Secret Service operative who got into the automobile after JFK was shot.
Hill accompanied Jackie Kennedy to the hospital, and he was given credit for ensuring that no pictures were taken. He naturally desired to keep Kennedy’s privacy private. But she did something he didn’t anticipate when they got on the plane to return to Washington.
Instead of lamenting the death of her cherished spouse, Jackie Kennedy inquired about Clint Hill’s well-being.
“Oh, Mr. Hill, what’s going to happen to you now?” she exclaimed. Clint noted in the interview that “she was so much more concerned about my well-being and that of the other agents that were involved, that she wanted to make sure that we were going to be okay.”
“And I assured her, Mrs. Kennedy, I would be alright. I’ll be alright. She wasn’t dressed differently. She hadn’t tidy up. She was just shocked; she hadn’t done anything. Furthermore, she cared about us more than she did about herself.
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